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so this, this right here is a door that recently was opened and I had though this chapter was done and the remains of the trauma and lack of self worth was due to my own self recognition when infact, I have been validated that my marriage, the manipulation and taunt of being told the most verbally assaulting, mind manipulating tactic to have one feel that the reason for the trauma was due to my self issues and lack of trust when all along it’s not the case. and over the past several days i tried not to focus on it and thought huh, i must be ok with it all and then, the light turned on…. here is the healing and the growing that 5 yrs later was closure. I share with you my response to the source that exposed this bitter sweet sad story to what will become a mother and her three kids to an incredible, beautiful, loving life.

Do you know what actually I have a little bit more to say and then I am going to close the door . But for once in my life you’re sad , twisted love story helped me. see this last piece to my puzzle which is going to allow me to grow even more(which i couldn’t thank you enough)- ive learned through your info , the fact that I can trust another person bc Im not the toxic brain, i may have learned toxic traits that through the yrs and therapy can recognize and change …..now that I know all that trauma was not bc of me, which from what turned out to be a monster, had my mind in areas of fear, no self worth, and such control. I was convinced marriage meant you fight the fight no matter what- well wow what bitter sweet lesson- ALWAYS GO WITH YOUR GUT, FOLLOW YOUR INTUITION. KNOW HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF !